Yeah. You had to be in PATH to understand that one.

Went to my friend Sondra's grad party today. I was expecting to just show up, talk to her for a bit, drop off my gift, and run, but it turned out a girl I knew from forensics knows Sondra, so she was there! So that was fun. Then I was introduced to one of Sondra's other friends, Stephanie, who didn't know anyone else there, either, so we talked for quite awhile. Then Lindsey finally showed up and I talked a little bit to her. Then it was beginning to look really overcast and I didn't want to have to drive in the rain. That just wouldn't be cool.

But I can already tell that the next three weeks or so are gonna suck. Nicole and I are already getting bored out of our minds. What are we going to do with the long days when all our underclassmen friends are in school? I'm certainly not following them around classes like they want, lol. I'm not visiting Britt and April in German 'cause it's too early, ditto for visiting April in art. And...the only other class anyone has that sounds interesting is Jake's theatre class but Rebecca has that class as well...which is a major turn off right now. I don't know why, but she's really been pissing me off lately. I don't know if I was just uber-cranky last week whenever I'd see her in the morning, but she'd give me a hug and stuff and I'd tense up. It was the week after the break up all over again. So I'm kinda hoping that I never see her again. Which sounds really bad but...at the moment, I think I'd go crazy if I had to spend much time with her. And god have mercy if I were to be left alone with her....

Part of my boredom was supposed to be alleviated today by visiting Chris, but he was stuck with his siblings all day :-Þ Curse fate. But on the bright side, he and Jake talked today and have made up ~huge grin~ I am so relieved. I was stressing out about my grad party 'cause I invited both of them, and I was trying to figure out how I could schedule it so they'd have as little contact with each other as possible...but I don't think I need to worry about that anymore. Perhaps they won't be all buddy-buddy the whole afternoon, but I won't have to work interference between them.

Well, hopefully I won't...who knows what might happen if those two and John happen to attend the party at the same time...gah. Friends should not be allowed to date. Nothing good has ever come of it, that I've witnessed at least. Somebody always ends up being bitter. And as much as I enjoy being part of the bitter singles club with Jake (and developing our ray gun to turn the whole world gay), I'd prefer to be slightly less bitter towards Rebecca.

Yeah, my life has been way too stressful lately. And it's been affecting my sleep. I keep waking up obscenely early. On Saturday I actually woke up with my alarm (I accidentally set it) and for the last two days I've been waking up at that time without the alarm. Now I'm hoping I can keep that going for another day or two, since either tomorrow or Wednesday I have an eye doctor appointment. Yeah, Mom's been telling me Tuesday, but she wrote it down as Wednesday, and since I've never been awake or coherant when the office would be open, I haven't been able to call to check (on Saturday morning I felt like shit and could hardly talk. Chris gave me another mystery illness after one of our makeout sessions ;-). My body is rebelling against the idea of postponing my death until June 2. At this point, I think I'll be lucky to make it through Wednesday's Cafe Apollo. Which might not be so bad...I don't know if Jake and I will be able to get together to work on it. Grrr...

But in happy news...Jake auditioned for "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" last week and...got the part of Willy Wonka!!! OMG, it's so cool. I can't wait to go see him. lol, perhaps a bit premature to be planning opening night celebrations, but I can't help it.

I, on the otherhand, seem to have nothing to do this summer. Anyone out there in internet land know of any shows going on this summer that are still holding auditions? Master Arts is auditioning 'Pirates of Penzance' next Saturday, but according to their website, the show isn't being performed until the middle of September. Even if I knew what the hell I was doing next September, I'm not sure if I'd want to spend the whole summer rehearsing one play.

I need to pick a new name for my MSN handle...it's been the same thing for months. Stupid play taking up all of my time....

--Angela

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