Yeah, that's basically how I feel right now.

Worked on filling out college apps tonight. I have no idea what the hell to write in half of them. Still don't know if I want to audition for Julliard. Almost cried over the stupid things.

Realized I'm $65 in debt to my parents. No, not that much, until you consider that I'm going to be paid something around $20 this week, all of which (and then some) is going to go towards voice lessons. And I'm not getting any allowance anymore because my parent's finances are so fucked up.

And because of said financial situation, I need to start working more hours. Which I'm not being given yet. And when I do get them (or in order to get them) I don't think I'll be able to do Dutch Dance this year. I want to, I've always wanted to, but working and doing plays is more important.

I think.

Fuck.

--Angela

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